The last few days have been such a rough few days. There so much going on, both good and bad. Sometimes when it is like this, it makes you wonder WHY?! One minute you are at a high and then the next you are at low. And when that happens to you more and more it begins to wear down on you. Your energy starts wavering and you lose interest in the things that you once did regularly. And then you try to do those things that makes you happy but then you feel bad for trying that and neglecting / blocking out the negative, knowing that you it is not your fault but still care enough about it.
I don’t know if you ever go through this ( well I’m sure you do too) but I am going through this right now.
And going through this has been leaving me in a fog with no clarity in sight. And the only solution that I can think of is take it day by day and see where it goes. The only other thing that I know that is helping me is writing down / blogging how I’m feeling and just getting it out there.